bighands Journal: Mood Book - Rainy Days

⸝ Rainy Days ⸝ ˚ mood book ⋆

One evening, I sat in the living room, 
the lights were kinda dim.
Empty dinner plates, helpless sketchbook, pencil…scattered in front of me.

I grabbed a tissue, wanting to wipe my face.
Closing my eyes,
I pressed my palms gently against them.
Suddenly, a wave of sadness, 
tinged with a quiet sense of pressure 
and helplessness…
suddenly washed over me.

I paused for a few seconds,
then, I heard a voice: “Draw it out.”

So, I picked up the pencil beside me and 
began to draw my emotions.

When I finally put the pencil down, 
I realized that the tension in my face had softened.
It was then I noticed, I had been holding onto my heart, holding onto my emotions,
as I poured them onto the pages

ʕ。•͈ ⋆ •͈ʔ - bighands